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My life.

Check to see if plug-in is being loaded by my computer now.

Nope.

Clearly this is a sign that the computer wants to bask in my angst addiction.

Well fuck you computer I am trying to abstain and write nice fluffy things because I’ve done it before and I can do it again!

i genuinely am paranoid that everyone secretly hates me and thinks i am really really annoying and awful and is pretending to be my friend and it’s all part of some big joke

#Do people just turn around and laugh at me when I’m gone? #When I apologize profusely #Are they lying when they accept? #Are they lying when they comfort me? #Do they hate me? #When I’m gone do they make cruel jokes behind my back?  #It’s just that I always wonder if I’m really good enough#Because I find myself terribly annoying #and I’m super problamatic

Oh shush you.

(Source: velvet-babe, via junkom)

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No, the angst hurts my frail little heart. Yes, yes it would. And yes, you most certainly can. Hopefully that’s soon. On a similar note, I was just reminded that my father gave me a magic scanner, which is basically a portable scanner that I can use.

Dude, hurting you fills my sadistical heart with glee is an unfortunate side effect of angst.

I will try. I just need to figure out how to write Korra. Bah, characterisation.

omg that sounds so cool. I want one. Can you give me yours? I think if you chuck it at the computer screen it’ll teleport through and end up on the internet.

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That just made my heart hurt… T-Try writing fluff that doesn’t involve the most emotionally aggrivating and emotionally draining episode? Like… IDK Naga fluff. Have them playing with the downy fur of the polar bear dog! … As long as you sleep..

But the angst tastes so gooood.

But okay, that would be adorable. Helping each other clean their pets or something. If I write fluff for that for Mer-Mer then surely I can accomplish this.

…And I’ll go to bed when my plug-in stops being a meany-pants and gives me my picture back D:

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… You better own up on your prayer of writing more fluff after that sentence… I’m watching you. (Di should never see this. Ever.) Alright, but do try to get your recommended hours of sleep.

I did try to write fluff beforehand! Swear with my hand on my heart did!

Just kinda sorta ended up like this.

I’m trying, I am D:

And I am still getting a good few hours of sleep. Just need to push my sleeping schedule back a couple of hours :P

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You drew something, dear? Oooooh. I wanna see! ♥ … Wait… Isn’t it like, one there? Almost two? Why are yo- you make me and Di worry, you know! (But on the curious side, what did you draw? ♥ )

Can’t sleep, waiting for my room to cool down a little.

And dude, it’s me drawing something.

Do you want to know what it is?

Do you really?

Read more …

No.

Please.

I spent two hours on that drawing.

Two. Hours.

Please load it. Please.

I’ll start writing stuff properly. Fluffy stuff even.

Pleeeease.

Do not bring leapingsensei anywhere.

She will be a Debby Downer.

And scare people away with claims of porn.